Huge step!!

Okay soooo

My whole life as long as I can remember I've wanted to be a lawyer... Okay okay since the fourth grade before that I wanted to be a marine biologist can you blame me that first grade presentation was awesome!! Okay well back to my story being a lawyer is all I've ever wanted and even through all my struggles I've never lost site of my goal. Being a teenage single mother many didn't think and still don't think I can do it but I was determined. Graduating with my peers not letting anything slow me down but only letting it push me farther I kept going. I always knew what I wanted in highschool I took law classes and joined law enforcement youth programs. It was the part of me that was still me and not a teenage mom. See my whole life is dedicated to my daughter and I'm 100% responsible for her so working through high school to support her and graduating to give us a better life it was all for her. But my dream that was mine since I was a little girl is going to law school and I'm determined to show the world just what this little girl will go through to get it.. Well here I am! 

I'm 22 a junior in college and taking my LSAT next month!!!!! I can't describe how excited but nervous I am. My entire future basically rides on this test! Well here I am one huge step closer to achieving my dreams along with my daughter who is now eight and making dreams of her own!! So far I think she's set on being a rockstar ballerina!! Go Molly I believe in you! You can be anything you want to be as long as you believe it and reach for it!

Wish me luck and say a prayer for me my test is June 10th ahhhhh!!!!

Moving On

Well my blog used to revolve a lot around someone I used to know. Yes he was the love of my life but after waiting two years we didnt work out so heres to new beginings!! Don't get me wrong because heartbroken is an understatement there was plenty of ice cream and sex in the city marathons but I cant find new love dwelling on the past. Its hard to move on but I know im strong enough to do it.

Now My blog will be about everything!!

Fashion, Beauty, Work, Family, Friends, School, Vacations anything you can think of and more!!

But not to mention all about my amazing little Girl MOLLY!! my reason for living.

December!!!

Well I havent posted in what seems like ages well since august!! Thats what happens when you have 15 units of purely upper division classes and work 35 hours a week!!! Im a busy bee and life has been hectic. But i am oh sooo excited for december I couldnt help but post!!! This month is christmas!!!! not to mention a phone call from a certain guy I am utterly in love with!!! My one and only Omar!!! yes i actually get to be at his house not to only hear his consoling voice but see his FACE over SKYPE!!!! oh thank god for computer nerds that created such a wonderful invention haha and for his mission president for allowing it!!!!! Not to mention winter break is coming and I get to be free from exams and papers!!!!! Im going on a trip with my two bestest friends in the whole wide world!!! Ive learned so much these past few months Ive made some mistakes but Im fixing them and using them as a wake up call and a lesson not to be repeated! I can say these past few months have had so many trials and tribulations but in all honesty what pulled me through was my faith and desire <3

August has been so incredibly amazing!

August has been so incredibly amazing!

Omar sent me an email saying he sent me a special package and to expect it within a couple days he told me this on the 4th I was leaving for Vegas on the 8th so I was bummed that I wouldn't get it until I came back a week later..

To my surprise I got it the next day I guess he expedited it my sweetheart!!!

Well so I FINALLY got the recorder back and it was all I imagined and more had like five whole recordings on it!!! I also got some pictures and two drawings!!

But the icing on the cake were the roses made out of red napkins most romantic thing ever he takes my breath away in every letter, email, recording, and now even so far away still making romantic gestures I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!!

LAS VEGAS

So went on a family vacation to Las Vegas it was really hot but tons of fun!!

I definitely will not take CALI weather for granted ever!!

Saw a lot of the sights had fun by the pool and went out and had some fun with my big sis!!

Took Molly to see the dolphins turns out the habitat had tigers and leopards too she had a blast!!

Did some shopping didn't spend too much thank goodness!

Summer Randoms

Movies: So in the past few weeks I saw Cars 2 twice!!It was suuuper cute no matter your age you'll looove it.
And also saw Horrible Bosses a  must see for everyone very funny :) I was laughing the WHOLE time!!

Work: Well how fun can I expect it to be :/ 40 hour work weeks = lame

Special Events: Got my license passed on my first try YAY!!!! took me long enough haha


Molly: Enjoying her summer = bugging me more than usual <3
Going to start kids camp at the aquarium.. Getting ready to meet new summer friends and have a blast!!

Omar: Miss him sooooooo much!! everything reminds me of him you name it I find a way to make my mind relate it to him!!  Sent him two packages just small ones :) Received an amazing letter along with an adorable application to be his "girlfriend" when he comes home lol because according to the packet RETURNING MISSIONARIES ARE IN HIGH DEMAND! Gonna have to  reserve mine!!!!!

One of his many drawings for me :)

He drew this for me becuase i want to be an officer and I was always in there youth programs and he was in the boyscouts :)

Life is moving!!

May flew by!! I thought since I missed Omar so much it would go slow but it hasn't!!

I'm signed up for orientation at my new school. G Long Beach State!!!

I got my new summer work schedule YAY no more closing shifts!!!

I'm getting new glasses possibly contacts... :)

I'm finally getting a hang of driving drove to work 3 times this week!!!!

I sent Omar his countdown calendar he loves it even if his companions tease him :p
Wrote Omar like four letters I know I'm obsessed haha

Well that's been my month :)